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Day 140: Remember Hind. Remember Deir Yassin

Hind Rajab Khoudary, 6 The fourth month of Israel's ongoing invasion and bombardment of Gaza has begun, and they have started bombing Rafah - with a threat of a full-on ground invasion.  Rafah, the town on the southernmost border of Gaza, where 1.5 million Palestinians have fled to, leaving behind everything but the clothes on their backs as they fled in terror from the Israeli bombardment of homes, schools, hospitals, mosques, churches, universities, colleges, buses, cars, barns and even horses. This is a city that usually is home to 200,000 people. The town has been overwhelmed with internally displaced refugees. The threat of a ground invasion of Rafah is not an empty threat - it is a threat that has echoes of the attack on al-Shujaeyya in 2016 -- the images of that night still seared into the mind of anyone above ten years old in Gaza - the relentless Israeli bombardment that went on an on and on until the people of al-Shujaeyya (in eastern Gaza City) fled for their lives. It e

Israel: USA's "Mini-Me" - Settler/Colonial Reflections

Israeli is a microcosm of the USA. It's like a little miniature version of the settler-colonial state that took over the entirety of turtle island from "sea to shining sea" between the 1600s and the 1800s, and which continues its viral, foul spread through today.  We vaporized the coal mines - turned all that dust and soot - the pit where generations of coughing miners lived and died underground, into our atmosphere - creating a massive hole in our ozone layer, a layer of protection made of O3 molecules that keeps the sun warm but not too hot, keeps us all warm and cozy inside. Without it, we have extreme weather patterns, like those we have started to see across the globe - higher oceans, bigger, wilder storms. Droughts last for years and form deserts, dustbowls, in what had a generation ago been fields and fertile land. And still we drive these cars around, in circles and circles and circles, hunted and hunter, again and again and again until we hit a Wall, and realize

100 Days of Genocide

100 days. and I feel numb. It started, this time, with something unusual. Something unheard of. We have become used, over the past 24 years of intifada suppression, to the regular bombings of Gaza. We heard the Israeli minister say in 2006 "We have decided to put the Palestinians on a diet", carefully calculating the number of trucks allowed to enter the tiny coastal enclave based on the Israeli calculation of the population of Gaza (a perpetual underestimate) and the Israeli calculation of the caloric intake that each Gazan should be allowed. And yet, the Gaza Strip flourished. Despite Israel's imprisonment of its population, guard towers looming large all along the north and east, and fishermen not allowed to go past the 3-mile Israeli-imposed nautical 'border'. Cut off from the world. Cut off from relatives in Haifa, Nazareth, Isdud, Lod. Cut off from family in Bethlehem, Jerusalem, Nablus, Jenin, al-Khalil. The lucky few who have escaped Gaza in the past eight

The Death of Ziad Hassan

I remember the death of Ziad Hassan. He was making coffee for his family. The whole town was under closure. The year was 2002. The Israelis came in, as they did every dawn, creeping with their humvees and their jeeps - this time they didn't bring in the tank. But later that same day they did, tearing up the streets of Qalqilia, taking down all the palm trees that were in the median strip of the main road in town, crunching the pavement into pieces of rubble. Ziad was shot before we were awake. But I was on the ambulance crew - just an observer, just a helpless fucking 'human rights observer', doing the same thing Rachel Corrie was doing when she was crushed to death by a Caterpillar D9 bulldozer made in Peoria, Illinois for standing in front of a doctor's home in Rafah with a megaphone trying to tell them to stop. She was braver than me, maybe. I didn't stand in front of the D9. But I saw it. I saw it in Qalqilia. I took pictures as it came barreling down the stree

Burst the Bubble - Break Down the Wall of Silence Around Palestine!

Habiba: 8-year old daughter of a journalist - friend of a friend - killed in Gaza It's November 3rd, 2023. I am sitting here in Portland Oregon, the 'bubble within a bubble' as my friend from Jerusalem calls it. And I know that this is true - that this city is a bubble within a bubble - because somehow there seem to be two realities that are somehow coexisting, and I cannot reconcile that in my head or in my heart. For the past three weeks, my life has consisted of a constant stream of horror from Gaza - from morning until night, I scroll through images of burned and mutilated bodies, mothers screaming, fathers breaking down and crying as they hold the lifeless bodies of their kids. Another day, another massacre, this time in Jabalia refugee camp - and the videos show the before and after: kids and adults gathered in a circle in an open square. Then someone pointing to the sky and everyone running. Six missiles hit, all in a row, killing 400 people. Screams of horror, gray

Modern times, medieval mindsets

Sometimes I feel like the 2020s are a lot like the 1020s must have been in medieval Europe. Now hear me out! I know we have a lot of technology and progress and modern day luxuries. But I feel like our mentalities, and a lot of our social and economic structures, are stuck back a thousand years ago. The wealthiest live in castles on hilltops, beautiful manors with gardens and plenty to eat, not a care in the world. In the golden city - the desired place - the castles, the gardens, the fountains - are surrounded by dangers and treachery. Moats made up of snaking highways encircle the forbidden city, impossible to cross on foot. The wealthier ones have steeds they can mount to cross over into the golden city. Horses in the 1020s ... cars in the 2020s .... There are bridge trolls at the off ramps into the golden city, demanding payment or exacting revenge. Panhandlers? Or criminals, waiting to pop tires and steal the precious jewels of a catalytic converter from underneath the steed ....

Goodbye My Teacher Thich Nhat Hanh: A True Man of Peace

When I found Thich Nhat Hanh (Thay) at Plum Village in southern France just over 20 years ago, I was on a bit of a pilgrimage. I didn't know exactly what I was seeking, but I had left my dot-com job in New York, shipped my motorcycle to London, and began riding rather aimlessly around Europe. I had just found out that someone I loved had been killed, and was having trouble making sense of the world. So a spiritual journey through Europe in the dead of winter seemed like a logical thing to do. And something must have guided me to type "meditation center southern France" into the computer at the internet cafe in Bourdeaux, and a picture of Thay's face popped up, with his gentle smile, and pictures of blossoming plum trees in a place called 'Plum Village'. So I headed that way, and found, when I arrived, a sweet, beautiful community of people living lives of mindfulness. And by that, I soon discovered, they did not mean that their minds were full. On the contrary